The important thing is to work past your jealousy of black women. In time you'll grow to accept yourself and stop bashing people on YA because you're scared to do it in person. Personally I find the fact that without fail I can come back to this site after months away and you'll still be here, trolling with a fierceness rather disparaging. I mean really, have you done anything at all else today? Get a dildo, they work wonders.